So on Tuesday I spent the entire day cleaning the house with Ben and Garth. We threw out so much rubbish, even found things that we had all been looking for. Amazing what you can achieve when you work together as a team. The living room has all been moved around. Felt good cleaning so I guess that is a bit of a workout, especially running up and down stairs all day for the bins and for the washing.
It wasn't a bad food day either, well it wasn't exactly good either. I had a peanut butter sandwich with no butter, then a nice chicken wrapped in bacon thing that Ben cooked for us. Lots of cordial with water and like an ice cream. Didn't feel all that hungry to be fair.
As for today. Not so great on the mood front. Felt really anxious and annoyed all day. Just apparently lost my tolerance for people today for some reason. Started the morning getting woken up at 5.40am by the music channel and could I get back to sleep...not a chance. So tossed and turned for a while, got up showered, had half a cup of tea with milk and two to wake me up. A handful of skittles for breakfast and a half strength coffee. For Lunch I had a chicken salad and a big bottle of water. For Dinner I had three small pieces of fish with some Aoili sauce. Then when I got home from work I had a small crusty bread roll, two slices of ham a bit of cheese and some pickled onions. Oh and two pods.
Not bad, but am buggered.
In case you hadn't guessed this is now going to chart weight loss etc. I will update the Aussie one at some point soon I promise. Maybe even update the cook creative craziness one when I write some more of Luvine Lust.
Wednesday, 31 March 2010
Monday, 29 March 2010
Changes
There has definitely been plenty of them. If I could be bothered perhaps I would write them all here, but actually right now I just want to type some random shit.
Well not really random at all. Think I might start using this to chart weight loss and gym progression again. I need something to keep me in check. So the plan for tomorrow is to seriously clean the house. I mean properly clean, rearrange stuff, hoover, polish make sure nothing is lying about anymore. And assuming that I get it done before 8 pm (which in theory is easy if I don't turn on the pc...unless its for music.) then I shall walk my fat ass down to the gym and hit the cardio as though my life depends on it. I will still get a pretty decent work out cleaning this house though. Need to move chairs and tables and whatever else and then i need to run up and down stairs putting things in the bin. Once that is all done then I get to hoover everything, including the couches and then put everything in nice neat places.
Must try not to forget to fed myself over the course of the day though, that may not be too pretty.
As of tomorrow (today really) I am not eating too many carbs and am cutting out on the soft drink and treats such as ice cream. If my mates want to go to Hungry Jacks or wherever then I can still go I just need to adjust what I eat there.
I need to do this! Motivate me already.
Well not really random at all. Think I might start using this to chart weight loss and gym progression again. I need something to keep me in check. So the plan for tomorrow is to seriously clean the house. I mean properly clean, rearrange stuff, hoover, polish make sure nothing is lying about anymore. And assuming that I get it done before 8 pm (which in theory is easy if I don't turn on the pc...unless its for music.) then I shall walk my fat ass down to the gym and hit the cardio as though my life depends on it. I will still get a pretty decent work out cleaning this house though. Need to move chairs and tables and whatever else and then i need to run up and down stairs putting things in the bin. Once that is all done then I get to hoover everything, including the couches and then put everything in nice neat places.
Must try not to forget to fed myself over the course of the day though, that may not be too pretty.
As of tomorrow (today really) I am not eating too many carbs and am cutting out on the soft drink and treats such as ice cream. If my mates want to go to Hungry Jacks or wherever then I can still go I just need to adjust what I eat there.
I need to do this! Motivate me already.
Friday, 27 November 2009
Did I ever...
I am just wondering if I ever thanked him for leaving me up to my eyeballs in debt. I'm not really sure I did so readers take this as a belated thanks ever so much I am ever so grateful.
Not that I am making a dig, no not all. By the way just for the record 71.5% APR for a loan that I took out solely to help him is shocking and lucky me I am stuck with it. All the while he gets exactly what he wants, as ever. I am so glad his new life is working out so well. Big car, big house, trips to America oh and let's not forget, only an hour away from Scotland. Ain't he lucky? Oh but wait I am sure he will claim that he is so hard done by. Let's not forget though I had the guts to make the move, and not him, not Garth (who incidentally is ten times the man he ever was), not even God himself/herself/whatever can take that away from me. I am here and he is not, although he might as well be seeing as I am still left picking up the trail of debt he left me with. I am so thankful for that, really.
Broken promises leave a bitter taste in the mouth and it is a taste that no matter how hard I try I cannot get rid of. There is a part of me that thinks I really shouldn't publish this but then the more powerful, spiteful side of me says fuck it. It's nothing short of what he deserves. I admit at times I was impossible and paranoid but at least I didn't leave him drowning in debt. I also never wanted anything but good for him. Ah well, it's a pleasant feeling. I attempted also to be friends, that got thrown back in my face, but alas, clearly he is far too good for the people who stood by him and supported him while he was in Scotland. I also incidentally never left him wondering. I was straight up and honest with him and all he could give in return was lame excuses about not knowing who he was or what he wanted. Pity really.
But hey this little rant isn't about how terrible he was or how terrible I was. In fact I have mostly fond memories of our time together until someone mentions money and his name in the same sentence. Every fortnight I pay the loans that he promised to help with...I am still waiting...and every fortnight I can't help but dislike him more and more for lying and basically taking advantage of a generous nature.
I do mean it when I say thank you of course. Getting through this, as much as sometimes the money situation seems hopeless and never ending by the way, is making me a stronger person than him.
It's simple really.
Not that I am making a dig, no not all. By the way just for the record 71.5% APR for a loan that I took out solely to help him is shocking and lucky me I am stuck with it. All the while he gets exactly what he wants, as ever. I am so glad his new life is working out so well. Big car, big house, trips to America oh and let's not forget, only an hour away from Scotland. Ain't he lucky? Oh but wait I am sure he will claim that he is so hard done by. Let's not forget though I had the guts to make the move, and not him, not Garth (who incidentally is ten times the man he ever was), not even God himself/herself/whatever can take that away from me. I am here and he is not, although he might as well be seeing as I am still left picking up the trail of debt he left me with. I am so thankful for that, really.
Broken promises leave a bitter taste in the mouth and it is a taste that no matter how hard I try I cannot get rid of. There is a part of me that thinks I really shouldn't publish this but then the more powerful, spiteful side of me says fuck it. It's nothing short of what he deserves. I admit at times I was impossible and paranoid but at least I didn't leave him drowning in debt. I also never wanted anything but good for him. Ah well, it's a pleasant feeling. I attempted also to be friends, that got thrown back in my face, but alas, clearly he is far too good for the people who stood by him and supported him while he was in Scotland. I also incidentally never left him wondering. I was straight up and honest with him and all he could give in return was lame excuses about not knowing who he was or what he wanted. Pity really.
But hey this little rant isn't about how terrible he was or how terrible I was. In fact I have mostly fond memories of our time together until someone mentions money and his name in the same sentence. Every fortnight I pay the loans that he promised to help with...I am still waiting...and every fortnight I can't help but dislike him more and more for lying and basically taking advantage of a generous nature.
I do mean it when I say thank you of course. Getting through this, as much as sometimes the money situation seems hopeless and never ending by the way, is making me a stronger person than him.
It's simple really.
Sunday, 16 August 2009
Happiness in pictures.
I love this picture. It was taken yesterday before we all went bowling. I actually got two strikes which I was well impressed with. Watching Nick bowl though was far more interesting. This is my new three's trouble picture. Happiness personified. Life is good.
Friday, 7 August 2009
Why are money matters so freaking draining? I NEED a job or for a certain ex to hand over the 3grand he freaking owes me, oh wait then I woke up. The job will happen, I have a good support network. Just need a job, then life would be even more fantastic. This course will get me a job. Positive mental attitude. Yes I can and I will mark my words.
Saturday, 25 July 2009
Looking Up.
Yup indeedy things are definitely looking up. Crush = Mutual = start of relationship :-D
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