I'm so very very fed up. Mentally I am already in Australia. I'm sick of being here. It's only the first full day back at work and I just feel drained. I hate coming home after work and not caring what I eat for dinner or what I do with my evening, most nights I just want to curl up into a ball and not be here!

I am quite horny right now and yes that was a random thought but hey my mind has been running over various things all day and sex is one of those things, as ever to be honest.

My hair is total crap just now, I really need to get it cut this month, no two ways about it.

Marriage! The most expensive day of your life...now there's a slogan.

I have no idea what's going on my head I am just typing for the sake of typing.


Back to Weight watchers tomorrow, hopefully the damage ain't too bad from the three weeks off over the festive period. So glad to be back to normallity at last...yes yes bah humbug!

ok bored again.

Amethyst