Not that I really care to admit this but I am actually still beyond fucked up about stuff. I guess I will get over it soon enough. Thought I was ok until I saw a picture and felt as though my heart was about to jump out of my mouth and straight back into the blender. I guess that's just the way the story goes.
I am going to buy myself a cheap set of skipping ropes tomorrow or this week and start skipping tone the upper arms and as of next week I am going to walk/cycle my ass down to the local pool and get myself back into a fitness regime, especially if I am unemployed. Don't get me wrong the job search and stress will continue and if I have to I will work in a fast food joint. If it pays a weekly wage then at this point I will accept about anything. It would only be a temp solution, but let's see how other things work out first. In the meantime I can at least get my body into shape. Might well stop the over thinking a bit too so it's gotta be good.
Anyway, I am bored right now, or rather am fidgety.
Amethyst
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