Good day

Yes it was. I got up, didn't have to go to work so managed to cuddle up with Garth for ages and then eventually got out of bed.

For breakfast I had cereal, that has essential lady vitamins etc in it. I just bought it because it sounded nice, it has pomegrante, sultanas and cranberry in it. So I had a full bowl of that this morning and then Garth and the others headed out.

I pottered about a little before getting a tax down to the gym. 1hour workout today with upper body work. I even attempted some of my physio stuff, used that as a cool down actually. Tried my knee to wall stretch and I am convinced that I am getting closer every time I try. Was walking like an absolute champ today too.

After the gym I met up with Michael and headed for lunch. I had a subway salad with Lettuce, Tomato, Carrot, Pickles, Jalapenos, Pepperoni, Cheese and ranch sauce. It was exactly what I wanted actually. I washed it down with a bottle of water.

My one treat today was a can of Low Carb Mother energy drink.

For dinner tonight, I attempted to make my Gran's Carrot Soup and it turned out fantastic. Tasted perfect. Am so pleased with myself. I had my soup with a sourdough roll that I bought from the bakers, with a little butter on it. MMMMMM it was gooooooood. Love sourdough bread and mix that with the carrot soup, I was in a happy place. The boys loved the soup too which is awesome :)

Feeling pretty good.

Anyway, that's enough of that.
Vicky xx

Seems pointless.

So today, i made myself two slices of toast, ended up only being in the mood for one. I passed the other one on to Will. After that I headed to work. Didn't get lunch until about 3pm. Got a chicken sandwich, a slice of carrot cake and an iced coffee. I ended up only eating half of the carrot cake, even though it was really tasty.

After work I headed to the gym. Worked out for just under an hour, only used the treadmill and the bike though. I did push myself a little further tonight, on the treadmill doing a near jog, well fast paced walk but I am getting more confident and not so afraid of pushing past the initial discomfort.

While I waited for my lift I stretched my muscle by doing some of my physio exercises.

I have drank a litre of water. Went food shopping too. The fridge is now full of fresh veg. Must start cooking better meals. First stop Gran's carrot soup, mum's sausage casserole and then gran's clootie dumpling. Sounds like a good meal if you ask me and its all stuff that can be frozen. Huzzah.

What seems pointless though, is I go to the gym work off lunch only to come home and have a peanut butter and jam sandwich with a bottle of beer. Seems silly. But I did push myself.

Had an odd moment on the treadmill tonight. I was watching the music videos, minding my own business and i just had this feeling that I was literally shedding lbs while walking and had this moment in my head where I looked down and could have sworn that I was skinny, well toned. Odd.

Anyway, that's enough of that.
Vicky xx

An update

So I forgot to actually write what I had for eats on Saturday. Well I started the day off with a chicken wrap  meal from Hungry Jacks, not great but it was breakfast and lunch. I also had an ice cream from them. Dinner was a bowl of pasta with some extra cheese and chilli sauce. Oh and a slice of bread and butter. That was pretty much it. I think I had one mini lamington. It was a pretty rubbish day for food. Just was not hungry.

Speaking of hungry though. Today has been a munchy day. I had toast and cheese this morning, two icm's and a cup of coffee. No lunch, but dinner was kfc that i shared with the boys. Bad, would have been worse if I had more than a small handful of the chips, two chicken nuggets and two pieces of chicken. Not exactly a huge meal. I did however just sit and eat like 6 chocolate hob nobs with a glass of milk. I am still feeling peckish though. Oh I had one Carlton Dry Fusion Lemon. Not sure what I want to eat but it will need to be something light seeing as it is now after 10pm.

I just noticed I was typing to the last song that was one.

I really want a fetish type top to go along with my new skirt with the purple pvc on it. I really want to be able to wear my high heels again, I am craving the height and that sexy kick ass feeling. I just have it in my head that I want to look amazing for Sexpo in July. I wish I could get away with wearing latex or full pvc. Think that is something I will have to build up to. Wouldn't it be nice if we all just had magic wands that got rid of injuries and squishy bits. That's what I want. I want my foot to be miraculously healed and to not be fat anymore. Either that or I just want every item of clothing in my wardrobe to look amazing not only to every one else but to me.

A girl can dream can't she.

Anyway, that's enough of that.
Vicky xx

Yesterday at Hervey Bay

Myself, Garth and Michael all headed down to Hervey Bay on the bus but I can safely say it was a bad food day.

Breakfast was about three chocolate drop things and like two ICM's with choc chips (rice krispie squares).


Whole reason we went to the Bay was because Rock Off had a sale on and I wanted to spend some cash. I bought myself a whole new outfit and new hair dye which I will get round to using soonish.

I love sales and I love my new outfit which actually works on so many different levels and goes with pretty much my whole wardrobe. Oh and I finally have a pair of high tops and they are Demonia which is just grand.

After I spent ages in Rock Off, I went to catch up with the boys for lunch. I had a tuna and crackers thing, was pretty yummy. Also had like three fruit mentos. We walked from Rock Off up to the nearest take away store. I can't go to the beach and not buy myself fish and chips. So I did, and it was delish. Washed it down with a bottle of Coke Zero.

Once we had all eaten, the boys sat throwing cold chips at the ibis's, stupid birds don't even realise when people are hitting them with stuff. Oh, highlight of my day, well apart from the new outfit and the fact that the skirt is loose, I hand fed a bird. It hopped onto the bench and just kinda looked at me, so I broke a bit of my fish apart and handed it to the bird, he sorta looked at me, hopped closer then leaned in and took the food. It was awesome.

Before I went for a paddle in the water, I had a mini lamington and a choc/vanilla chuppa chup. I do love the beach though, ten minutes with my feet in the water and I felt amazing. Most definitely my happy place.

Oh, while we were waiting on the bus home we saw flats for rent that are literally right across from the beach, have a foodworks next door, an indian restaurant and are right next to Rock Off. I happened to mention I would be a very happy girl living that close to the sea. Garth then asked me for my phone, and phoned the company asking about how much they were. Turns out they are only $190 a week. Might arrange a viewing, seems too good to be true. They are probably shoe boxes. Incidentally, I really really need to get my driving lessons started.

Anyhoo, got home and had dinner which was a tuna and cheese sandwich and like half a pack of ritz crackers with light french onion dip. It was definitely a treat type day. Must do better.

Anyway, that's enough of that.
Vicky xxx

Day Five

Evening readers,

So today for breakfast I had four Weetbix with sugar and milk. And for lunch, which I had after physio, was a hamburger and one dim sim. Could barely taste either of them though and barely managed to finish even that one dim sim. Hate head colds they kill my appetite or rather they kill my taste buds.

I have basically chilled out today, taken some pain killers and went for a snooze at like 5pm . Woke up at like 830pm.

I am currently waiting on dinner being cooked which is mashed potato. Yup that is what I am having for dinner because today just feels like a comfort food day. I had one of my skinny cow ice creams earlier for a snack.

Thinking if I am not working tomorrow I will head to the Bay for the Rock Off sale. See if I can't get myself some cute demonia flats.

Will be having dinner then an early night tonight snuggled up with my beautiful man.

So now I am up to date, I also have not stood on a set of scales yet. I will stand on them when I get back into my black skinny jeans and the size 12 top that Sarah bought me, just to make sure I have lost the right amount :)

Anyway, that's enough of that.
Vicky xx

Day Four

Well actually I am writing this on day five as I forgot all about it yesterday.

Yesterday was actually not a terrible food day. I did however wake up with a fucker of a head cold, I felt like death so I ended up not going to hydro therapy or to the gym for that matter. As it was I ended up sleeping until 12.30pm. It didn't help, I still felt like crap for most of the day.

Anyway, breakfast was total comfort food. I had two slices of toast with butter and a bowl of chilli EasyMac. Not that it really mattered as I could barely taste it and normally the Chilli EasyMac is really flavoursome (for convenience food). I didn't have lunch but did have a bottle of orange juice. Figured I would try and pump my body full of Vitamin C to knock this cold out of me, didn't work. Earlier in the day, before I went out to hang with Michael, I threw a total bitch fit at my clothes. I decided that it was all crap, more to the point I had a wardrobe full of clothing but nothing to wear. I eventually settled on an outfit then headed out.

I got to Station and decided I wanted to buy a new top, ended up getting a really cute jumper. Its all asymetrical, it's funky and man it keeps me warm.

So hung for a bit at Station, then headed to the RSL for Trivia and dinner. Dinner was a 250g Rib fillet, rare with veg and chips and my sauce on the side. It was delicious. Had another big glass of orange juice, it didn't help. Treated myself to a thick slice of Banana Bread which I actually shared with Michael. Also bought myself a white Russian cocktail. After dinner and trivia, I gambled a little on the pokie (puggie) machines. I put twenty in and i got twenty back. Not bad.

So it wasn't a terrible food day yesterday, nor was it a very good one. I think it probably felt worse because a)I'm sick and b)I didn't go to the gym. If I had went to the gym I wouldn't have felt bad about having the cocktail or the banana bread.

I will update tonight with day fives progress, ie today.

Anyway, that's enough of that.
Vicky xxx

Some people who I admire(and would like to look like)

So, as I mentioned in the title, these are some of the ladies that I admire and really really wouldn't mind looking like. As you can see they are not stick thin, they each still have something to grab onto and this is my aim.

Also:  I would do very very bad things to these two men. The Snoop Dogg thing is pretty recent, but oh yeah I would. As for Sheldon, it's Sheldon and I have a huge boner for geeks and he is the ultimate geek.