Looking Up.

Yup indeedy things are definitely looking up. Crush = Mutual = start of relationship :-D

3 days before I turn 25.

And there is a lifting of some negative energy and an increase of Positivity. There is a simple reason for this, I just deleted a whole heap of junk from my all of my email addresses and from the pc in general. New memories. New beginnings. Just new. Thought it would be harder to do but it really wasn't. Thought I would have felt more when doing it but I didn't. The time has come where I can no longer hold onto pathetic ideals and in fact just need to proper pick myself up and dust myself. And no better way to do it than to clear out the head and close that door, I have a whole heap of other doors to open and one of which may be opened tonight.

Suitably appropriate lyrics for my mood.

It's My Life lyrics
This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

You better stand tall
When they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break
Baby, don't back down

It's my life
It's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

And that's really all there is to say about that!

Amethyst